Sunday, 22 August 2021

Negativity

Been butting head against the Director (will be referred as Who) since last year primarily due to Who's data accuracy.

During a meeting I politely asked if the data includes B, which I was scorned upon saying B was never included and further elaborated Target = A only. But as I recalled and upon checking, the original 2021 Target that was sent on Dec-2020 is Target = A + B.
Why am I pissed? Because that means my achievement is now at 60% vs 97%. 

Long story short, had 1-on-1 the next day where I've subtly raised a concern on report accuracy (lesson learnt, don't pinpoint the issue within 10 second, instead leave breadcrumbs, spend 45 minute ensuring Who finds the root cause, "not me").
Right after Who identified the issue, I was scorned on again, saying my job is not to find faults in data, but to push the team to get more sales. Who, is absolutely right here. 
But when our sales team brief the front-liners they've fallen behind target (only sold 120) in Aug, they rebut that they've sold 202 units. Who, confirms Jul onward data 99% accurate...

Who started hurting me saying I didn't do my job well, which I retaliated with all the actions that has been done, and how Who just recently (Aug) started to look into the stretched target given by APAC CEO, on the other hand I've been gearing the team since Apr. Well of course Who was pissed, hence more bad remarks about me came flying;

 
1. I've check the data our performance is actually reasonable at 60%, why yours shows below 40%
- Before sending the last 2 reports to client, I've sent an email to you stating I'm not comfortable sending it due to huge chunks of it is Unknown Z. I could do the "Breakdown" and it'll show 60%, but I can't make that call, hence the email seeking advice with a proposed solution. 
- The reply that I got; It's ok, just send the 40%, insert caveat; this data is blablabla. 

2. You didn't include Unknown Z into Channel X & Y into the internal report.
-  I did (you can check in your emails) while my peer didn't, I even hosted a session to guide him.

There were many back and forth, safe to say it ended with him saying to my face I'm finding fault in him, and I explained again: You're saying I didn't do 123, but in fact I did 123&4.

In a nutshell removed the sugars, I received a call later that day, "asking" if I want to be demoted, I felt DISSAPOINTED, and said YES. Was given the weekend to think, but with no guidance/mentoring/motivation from him, thrown into rank that I've no experience, hurting me, turning a blind eye and a deaf ear on me. YES, that is my answer to him after the weekend. In the 4 years under him, I've only received education/mentoring from him twice!!

This morning Who, asked the team to submit our sales report instead of presenting it as he was busy. But the team dislike the idea of using ABC to present, it's like DEF report shows you've achieved target, but you have to make some reason/excuse why you failed, because ABC report shows you fail





Wednesday, 18 August 2021

Beginning

I am curious how did you stumbled here and when is it? Well I hope it won't take too long for someone finding this and appreciating some simple exchange of I don't know what yet. 

Honestly speaking, having a small stream of passive income here is definitely my dream, but as I wind this thing up, I realize this should be a safe haven of ranting and learning, where I can curse or just lay bare things on my chest. 

Believe this, I genuinely think I might have some talent in writing, but just like most of the people around, I'm infected with the critical disease called lazy. Besides that my mind have a tendency to fly around, one second I'm thinking about how to add random flavors into the minced meat for my burger, next minute I'll be picturing how I'm learning to drift on an open field, all of a sudden itching to go Mountain Biking and imagining myself on a particular climb called KLCC, before you know it, I'm back on SOCMED scrolling mindlessly. 

This time it should be different I thought, but looking back at the start of this post, it seems I'm everywhere again. This first post is unfiltered unplanned and I just went with the flow, just to show you how messy I can actually be. Moving forward I'll try to be a little less crazy and organize or at least have a better skeleton before filling in the meat. That way it'll be easier to read. Hopefully this is not my first and last post 😜

Shelkonn


Negativity

Been butting head against the Director (will be referred as Who)  since last year primarily due to Who's data accuracy. During a meeting...